<|>
New
Drinking weight :( was written at 18 Aug 06 - 04:05 |
|
<|>
New
Drinking weight :( was written at 18 Aug 06 - 04:05 |
|
I'm immensely unhappy about my weight. I've never weighed this much in my life. I'm rather certain I'm probably still in like, the 'healthy' weight range of a frumpy amerikan culture; Veronica scale says this is a major problem. I've really been thinking a lot about buying robotussin again, I lost a significant amount of weight on that, I just didn't eat. However the problem isn't my food intake that's causing the weight, it's the drinking. I just dislike sobriety, when I'm sober I feel like I'm missing out on something in life. I pacify it with drugs, so I don't have to think about it. I want to live, but I can't, so I dull the pain. Successful people plan actions, not results though, so I don't know how to go about planing actions, because I don't feel like I can accomplish anything while I'm this fat, so I automatically lean towards wanting to do robo because it means I don't want to drink at night, and even though I eat maybe a sandwich (w/o mayo or cheese, on wheat bread) alone, at each meal, (which is far below providing anything above 1000 calories a day) it would disuade me from consuming atleaste 1000 calories every night in drinking alcohol (sometimes before that)'s worth of calories, which puts me above the range I need to lose weight, and stop gaining.
And no, Adam, I don't mind if you write derogatory things about me in your diary. However, I wish you'd nag me more in real life instead of censoring yourself around me then expressing your discrepancies online instead. Both are fine, but grant me that atleast. I loathe censorship, dude. *hug* 18 Aug 06 20:46 Ok, so in Wisconsin it's "You put the soda in the bag, then put it in the cart" in Iowa, and in places in Minesota it's "You put the pop in the sack then put it in the basket" Yeeehaww. I'm one step closer to TN
Cost of the War in Iraq
(JavaScript Error)
|
